Saturday, February 26, 2005
tears of mine had dried up
cried thrice the day before..
all becus of him
does he koe? i doubt so
as he saw mi ydae..i was full of smiles n violence
he did not see mi in tears
haven gt a single clue or idea of wad i wan to koe..
cry nt becus he had lied to mi..
but becus that
mi n him ll no longer b wat we r in the past..
miss those times i n him had..
thinking of the times mi n him share
dun wish to erase them off my mind..
fren r tellin mi to let go..
n nv turn back to look at him..
but i koe i ll..
no matter wad turn n wait for him..
i m
stubborn!as i was bathing jus now..
i tot of mi n him..
the love is so young..
compare it with 2 or 3 mths ago..
totally different..
"he is nt worth u crying for"
"he is wasting ur time"
"if he is the right one for u..he ll nt make u cry n sad"
"he is nt the guy u shld go for"
"there r other guys far better than him"
these r the words tt my frens told mi
i read thru my past blog entry jus now..
one of it goes sum how tis way
AcTuAlLy sApPhIrE hAd aSk mI tO cOnSiDeR sOmE oNe eLsE......-not impt point dlt- tHeY wErE sAyInG hE iS mOrE fReNlY tHaN aHeM!
tHE sOmEoNe iS tHe pArAgRaPh rEfErS tO hIm.. xIaOmUgUa..
-sigh-
i wondered if he nv ask..
will i b in this state now?
if he nv ask..
will i b more happier?
if he nv ask..
will all these funny things happen?
i was wondering..y he ask tt?
why he ask? why he ask? why when i told him i like him liao..he still wan to tease n joke with mi like the time we used to have in the hols? why when i told him i like him he still wan to tok to mi..arent he scare or have tt weird feelings to face mi... y when i was searchin for sum thing.. he was the first one to ask mi wad i m lookin for..why when i ask my fren for help..he is the first one to help mi when i dun even ask him to do so..
WHY!?
the hardest thing i ll ever have to do..turn around n walked away pretending i dun love u...
jus miss those days i had spend with him.. every where i go seems to have the chats n lots of stuff mi n him had.. take for example sch hall..foyer.. canteen.. sun plaza.. i m wondering how..
left with 42 days hu can bring mi back to where i belong?
n when i m alone like now..i ll start to miss him...so i mus pack myself with work in order to stop thinkin abt him..-sigh-
why does hello feel like goodbye
these memories cant replace
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take tis broken heart n make it right
sad*-
yipeeS-
